a better day
today was better. no matter how much i feel like i hate my boyfriend i always admit -to myself and to him- that i do love him, when we finally get to be together. i always feel better when he’s around. i feel good because tonight i was able to eat a full meal: korean pork barbecue and rice, and even a chocolate and cereal dessert. i just feel better. i hope that when we do tell our parents, they can understand and let us stay together.
i’m eating rocky road ice cream for my snack right now and boy does it taste great or what!
7 weeks
My morning sickness has improved, but is definitely still there. It no longer wakes me up during my sleep and I don’t feel it strongly immediately upon waking up, but it’s there. I prayed to God that he give me a break. and I got it.
I’ve been getting asthma attacks after a recent cold and I’m going back to the doctor this week. I keep having vivid, pointless dreams. I’m trying not to worry too much. I can’t wait to get another ultrasound- to know that the baby is fine, to see it. I can’t wait, wish time would pass more quickly these days.
I watched Atonement by myself tonight, and like all other love stories that I like, this one made me lonely.
