a better day
today was better. no matter how much i feel like i hate my boyfriend i always admit -to myself and to him- that i do love him, when we finally get to be together. i always feel better when he’s around. i feel good because tonight i was able to eat a full meal: korean pork barbecue and rice, and even a chocolate and cereal dessert. i just feel better. i hope that when we do tell our parents, they can understand and let us stay together.
i’m eating rocky road ice cream for my snack right now and boy does it taste great or what!